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I feel like I have just woke up and was born again..
Monica and I are more then likely over forever and it hurts like crazy cause 8 months seems like forever.
Plus anything that lasts that long should last forever.
But what I really wanted to say was
I LOVE MY FRIENDS
you all are the best people in the world and I know I can always count on you all when I am down.
But if things with Monica and I dont work out, I think I wont be myself for awhile so please forgive me.
BUT AGAIN MY FRIENDS ARE THE BEST THING I HAVE IN MY LIFE AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU ALL.....
also Ibby thanks for the Bright Eyes cds... They are the best..
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| Another Lonely Day |
[09 Oct 2004|05:17pm] |
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So life is been busy with work and everything and took of this weekend of what I thought was going to be a good good time but ends up beening some sort of a drag.. I have 2 concerts for the weekend well had 2 now only one Dave Matthews Band was last night and I have to see the band put on one hell of a good show. Played soo many good songs but the only problem is that I didnt go with the person I wanted to take and now I regret the choice I made cause now things arent going to be the same bewteen the person and I. I guess my relationship with the girl that means more in this world to me then anything is over me and wants us to move on. Hard to ever just give up on something you have spent so much hard work and devotion towards. Just turn your head and never look back or try again doesnt seem like the right thing to do. But then again I could just move on and make things easier for the both of us. Life is full of to many choices and sometimes the right one could always be the wrong one at the same time. So I guess im going to the O rock Mystery show bymyself now since the one I have doesnt want to see me anymore. To tell you the truth right now I dont even know if i want to go. Well I guess thats whats been getting to me right now. Also if you havent heard already I got in a car accident and have A 1,400 in damages to pay of. Things should get better soon. :)
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[15 Sep 2004|11:30pm] |
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Soo yeah those retarded move on people gave me the presale code for the grand finale concert with dave and all those great bands. But unlucky me I dont live in Washington DC so if anyone really wants the presale code just reply with some sort of email i can foward it to.. But yeah sucks I didnt get it for the Dave Matthews show cause now i got shitty seats for the 10/8/04 show... O well hope this helps someone out. If anything do yall think i could buy a pair and make some money with them on ebay?????
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| Lost.... |
[25 Aug 2004|07:23am] |
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So Monica and I are taking a break right now. I feel lost without her and now just doing anything sucks and I feel like shit. Why I took this relationship not so serioualy I dunno because now I regret everything I did that i didnt do. Now im stuck alone in this world untill i can find my place and get my life together. Who knows what is going to happen and how long till i hear from my beautiful girl. She wrote I love my g/f monica on my hand last night before she i pissed her of. I dont think im going to wash this off untill she talks to me again. I hope I dont act all emo today and the rest of the week but I am going to really miss the girl...
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| 1 OAR ticket to Orlando show |
[19 Aug 2004|12:19pm] |
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I may have a extra ticket to the OAR concert in Orlando. My girlfriend ditched me and now im stuck with a extra ticket. Im selling it for 25 the price i got it for. If u are interested just reply back or im me on aim at Volcomsurfer6913. Hope to see alot of yall tonight....
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| what will become of me when it all goes away |
[18 Aug 2004|02:18pm] |
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Stay or Leave - Dave and Tim |
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So I pretty much just got my internet back its alright i missed it a little but its good to get a way from sometimes. The hurricane hit my area pretty bad. No damage to the house or car but it looks like a war zone with all the fallin trees. I been trying to get stuff cleared out but we havent been able to get the chainsaw to work. So things bewteen Monica are going good, she is always keeping me in line and im usually doing a good job. Hate to let her down cause she means so much to me. Well tomorrow will be our 3 month and I am taking her to the O.A.R. concert at the House of Blues. It should be some fun, thinking about taking her out to eat first but dunno if we will have time. The House of Blues is such a great place for a concert. The mood is so mellow set with the incense, lighting, and painting all over the place. I really get a good feeling just being in the place. So tomorrow should be a good day.
I wish I could do something to thank all the power company's and tree company's that have been working hard to get everything up and running. I think they handled this whole thing very well and im glad it wasn't any worse then what it was. Last time one came through I slept right through it but not this one. Well I should be looking for a job right now but im not. Hopefully i find one before the end of the week. I guess I will post tomorrow with how the concert was. Also I am going to try and borrow my sisters or a schools camera to take some pictures of the damage of Charley. Later for now.
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| you and me girl sitting in the swiss mountains |
[08 Aug 2004|11:50am] |
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Yup long time since i wrote in this thing. Well life has been going through alot of crap. It's alright though im able to get through it pretty well but it's not easy. My North Carolina trip wasnt to bad, saw alot of friends and just took it easy with my old people. I guess they are getting rid of the mountain house so no more chillin at the country club eatin all the cookies and drinkin all the tea. They are getting pretty old now and I feel like i should spend some more time with them. I went to the Dave Matthews Band concert in Tampa and that was a really good show. I think im going to see him with Kerry on the Democratic concert at UF. Even though I am a Republican but I'm sure I'm still going to go but probably wear like a vote for Nader button juts for the hell of it. My friends are all having a hard time and sometimes I really dont know what I can do to help. I hope i never have to go through some of the shit thats happening to them. Dont really want to talk much about that but it doesnt look good. School isnt to bad since its my senior year and I'm driving to school. But insurance for a Mustang is pretty high. I kinda of with i got a different car but driving stick is to much fun. My girlfriend has been pretty good to me also. We been going through some crap but somehow we get through it all. It has almost been 3 months and it feels like forever. On are 3 month im taking her to a O.A.R. concert. I dont think she knows who they are but its a good jam band and should be a good show. But if she doesnt like Dave Matthews I doubt she will like them. I dunno just being at a concert is a great experience and I hope she has a good time. Well im going to try and update more often but I know im going to be busy with tryin to find a internship and homework. Later for now.
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| another day |
[08 Jul 2004|02:24am] |
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I know i havent been updating awhile. I been without a computer for to long. It got fried by lighting and we had to get it fixed. Well not much has been going on these past days every weekend a new party last weekend it was a rave with alot of people. I ended up staying up all night with a bunch of people at matt's. All i got to say is that was a long hell of a night. My girlfriends been out of town the past week and comes back Tuesday. I so far have been a good boyfriend and havent cheated on her. I just hope she doesnt either but i dunno things are confusing. Well yea my birthday is tomorrow and i think i am going to throw a big party maybe a kegger dunno yet but yea it may be good. Some dude i met at a lake mary party and then again at summer school has the same birthday soo we are going to throw a big party at his girlfriends house and i dunno it should be alright. I only have a day to invite people and plan. We will see how well that goes o well.. Well I been reading a really good book called the electric kool-aide acid test and its about the hippie generation and the autor Ken Keseys life. Pretty interesting stuff those people are really out in a different world. Well i guess im going to go for the night i hope i can update more often...
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| TAKE ME OUT |
[13 Jun 2004|01:49pm] |
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sorry i havent been updating this lately i just been soo bussy with work and summer school that i just havent had anytime. Well life has been pretty crazy with work and school but i somehow manage to keep it in line. I havent seen my girl in a week and its killing me I think im going to see her today as soon as she gets back from the beach from getting her fins for her surfboard. I doubt she is going to come back anytime soon cause if i was her i would be surfing right now.. Well anyways the job i was working as ended and now i got to find a new one but that wont be to hard I dont think. I could get a job at dollar rental car by my house and drive cars and wash and detail them.. Not to bad of a job and its money i need. Well summer school i guess is alright im in it with tommy and hes cool. But im in a class with a bunch of sophmores and only a few are decent looking. They are really funny though i feel like such a big kid in the class and smart. But yeah things bewteen my girl and i are fine, her birthday is comming up and soo is mine. But she may miss my birthday or may be comming home on it. I hope she comes home on my birthday cause i just want to see her. I am going to throw a big ass party though on my birthday and everyone has to come.. I just got to think of were i am going to throw it at and what kind of party it is going to be. My house is always pimp for a party but i dont know how my parents would react with all the people at the crib but damn who cares my house is freaking big they can stay on the 2nd floor we can take over the 1st and 3rd lol... Well anyways i got to make plans for today. Hope everyones summer is going good..
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| Leaving to SC |
[30 May 2004|11:45am] |
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Im leaving to Charleston, SC soon and i kinda dont want to go but i feel like i have to. Well i get to play some golf and eat good food. Well things are going really good with Monica and I. I just wish we could see each other some more. Well anyways i have to run I hope everyone doesnt get to crunk and ibbys party....
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| Schools Almost Out. |
[24 May 2004|11:13am] |
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Alright today is monday and we have one more day left of school.. I cant wait tomorrow its really easy and i get to come in late because i dont have to take my first period exam. Well today im sure i passed both my exams because they both were just like the study review, i mean exactly alike soo i passed both since i studied last night :).. Well anyways this weekend was fun friday i didnt do much but chill with some friends and drink a corona not to exciting.. Saturday was nice i got to spend some time with my girl and we went to the mall played some air hockey (I LOST LIKE ALWAYS) then we meet lauren and left to my friends house to check out the place they are moving to. The next day i helped my friends move and set up the apartments. They are staying at my friends moms big ass house on top of the garage in 2 apartments. They both have their own place and both of them are pimped out with a good sound system and all that good stuff. But yea i just say a black kid with his high top converse folded down. Now that looks really gay someone needs to tell him that that is not cool. Last day of school tomorrow, I really need to do something crazy I think im going to wear my pimp hat i got from the thrift store 2 weeks ago. Well im going to charleston SC soon soo that should be fun. I get to look for a car and then i get to buy it and man it should be pimp. Actually im going to look at cars online soo that is all for now.. Hope everyone has a good last day of school tomorrow.
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| Good Day |
[20 May 2004|12:18am] |
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Well i had a great night. All thanks to Monica who im on the phone with now. I asked her out tonight and she said yes but she wont telling me this one things shes keeping from me. She thinks I'll be madd but I dont care what it is i wouldnt hate her. I cant wait to see her again shes more beautiful every time i see her. Just to see those blue eyes makes my day. I get lost in them everytime i look into them. I dunno but shes already I think pissed at me. But its the same old shit I really need to be honest with her but its hard I hate to let her down. I dunno what im going to do anymore. Tomorrow i have to rehearse a poem im spanish that i just started to go over. I pretty sure im going to fail. I dunno i rather talk to Monica. Well thats it for now..
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| Whatcha know about me... |
[17 May 2004|08:11am] |
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Alright so I had a pretty good weekend. I dont think 3 days was enough time to do all i wanted to do and catch up on the sleep i was laking.. Well lets see Thursday i went to my friends house and meet Monica for the first time and she was everything and more that i was thinking she was. I hope i wasnt much of a disapointment for her. Well anyways i went swimming and went into the hot tub. She doesnt want me to smoke so i guess im gonna quit for good but all i did was drink a little and crashed out watching fight club and holding her hand. I havent felt that much loved in awhile and it felt good. The next day i took her home and went back to my friends house to chill. I stayed home that night but my friend Shaggy came by with Lil matt and a 20 case soo i chilled with them and they left. Next day i went to the beach and it was great except for getting a flat tire on my way back from altamonte but it was easy to change but left me with a arm full of cuts. I dont think Monica cared to much but she was really cool about it. We didnt leave to the beach till like 2 but when we left it was raining so it wasnt to cool but at the beach it was nice and sunny. Tiffany, Maz, Hillary, Ibby, Monica, and I all went to the beach and had a good time. I went out surfing once but took my sisters board out cause i never used it before but it was to small and sucked. Well to top of a great day my battery dies and i had to get a jump from a nice guy. It kinda sucked but still i had monica with me and she was just awesome about everything. That night i went to a party and it was really cool was up till like sunrise and then crashed out for 2 hours and left to my friends house to help him do some yard work. I didnt get home till like 3 in the afternoon but i went straight to bed cause i was tired. I woke up at 12 at night and had a urge to call Monica so I did and talked to her till like 1:30. I feel bad for keeping her up but i just love talking to her she makes me happy. Now im at school not doing anything when i should be doing work but I guess i can do it tonight. Well the question for today is can i really quit smoking?????? :(
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[14 May 2004|11:50am] |
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I think I found my dream girl... Shes everything i am looking for in a girl and more. I had the best night with her last night and we didnt do anything but cuddle and hold hands it was alright. I hope she can go to the beach tomorrow with me because i cant wait to see her face again. :) :) :) Alright I just got home and now im heading out again... Hope this weekend is great for everyone. Later
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| Feels Good |
[12 May 2004|11:43pm] |
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Life is great, I dunno I think its this girl who im talking to that is making feel likes this but i it feels good. Tomorrow we are going to meet for the first time. My friend is hooking me up with her cause she thinks we would be a good couple. So far this girl is great everying I look in a girl. Plus she is one of those good girls. I need one of those in my life to keep me out of trouble. I just hope I dont disapoint her at all. Well anyways this week so far has been alright. I been driving to school and that is a big change alot more fun then going to seminole and then home. Lately i been going out after school and hanging with friends. Yesturday I went with Tommy and Ryan to downtown sanford and went to Maya's book store. That place is so cool I saw so many books I want and even some comics for Diana :P but they are all out of Hunter S. Thompson. I need to read one of his books. Lets see today was pretty boring I stayed home and watched Master and Commander. It was better then i thought it would be. Tomorrow is Field Day at school and that should be some fun. I'm signed up for the hot dog eating contest. I think its Tommy, Mike Lambert, and a few other in it. I doubt im going to win but im gonna try my best. I didnt even sign up for it but whatever it doesnt matter to me as long as i know someone that im doing the contest with. Then I am probably gonna watch pirates of the caribeen and finish my story for the elemantry school kid. Its a pretty stupid story called Trek the Plumber. lol well alright im getting tired so im out for tonight. Hope everyone has a good 3 day weekend.
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[11 May 2004|05:21pm] |
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Alright so i said i was gonna post some pictures soo here it goes some are recent but one is pretty old lol. Enjoy.
( Picture Post!!!! )
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| Mom's Day |
[09 May 2004|11:24am] |
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Hey its a nice morning wouldnt mind being at the beach.. I dunno what the plans for today is i wouldnt mind heading out to the beach but who knows if that will work out. This weekend was some fun Friday my friend had a little party and it was funny... I guess u can say i got crunk but i dunno.. Saturday night was cool except for the plans not working out and the stupid bowling place having messed up rules. I wish i could have hung out with everyone but hopefully we can do that again but next time we are goin go a gun range or something crazy like that lol... Well anyways I still havent got my mom anything and i feel bad i think im gonna sneak out and say im gettin a movie and get something then but what should i get... My dads birthday is soon to and i need to pick him up soemthign even though he doesnt want anything but o well. Man I cant stand my sister shes gettin on my last nerve, Im about to jump in the car and run anyone in my way and head to mexico with a bottle of tequila and a mexican lady by my side named Mixie. I just wish my sister was like 14 because having a sister close by your age is to much and can make life hell. I really am started to think about gettin out of this place before i get out of high school. Cant see me living with just my sister and mom when my mom and dad get a divorce. If they do but who cares its not my relationship. Ill just move into a apartment with my friends and go to school and work and it should be alrigt.. I could move to Ocala with my dad he will have enough room but that means i wont be goin to crooms anymore... To much goin on in my life i just need to figure things out i think im gonna go and chill out on the lake because that seems to be the only thing that calms me :-/ Well i hope everyone has a good mother day.... Later
"OH KAY KAY KAY" Lil John
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